Monday, February 3, 2020

Like They Teach Us, In the West

My sweet gentle
father is dead
My loving and kind
brother is dead
I hear my brother
in one ear, he says
I hear my father
in the other, he says
Beyond the cacophony
of debt and suffering
In my head
I wish, I could
Dance and sing
for the ancestors
But, America has stolen
My sensibilities, so
I grieve alone
Like they teach us
In the West

Saturday, June 23, 2018

Black Magic Kitteh

i rub my hand in your warm belly
you are my morning companion
i hear your meows
find your way to the land
where I will always protect you
you can sleep between my legs, forever
i stared into your big eyes to keep sane
you helped me find my way
when everyone else gave up on me
gentle soul, sweet cat
i love you, always

Sunday, March 19, 2017

At the Top of My Voice

Vladimir Mayakovsky 1930

At the Top of My Voice
First Prelude to the Poem

SourceThe bedbug and Selected poetry, translated by Max Hayward and George Reavey. Meridian Books, New York, 1960;
Transcribed: by Mitch Abidor.

My most respected
                            comrades of posterity!
Rummaging among
                             these days’
                                             petrified crap,
exploring the twilight of our times,
                    will inquire about me too.
And, possibly, your scholars
                                           will declare,
with their erudition overwhelming
                                                     a swarm of problems;
once there lived
                        a certain champion of boiled water,
and inveterate enemy of raw water.
             take off your bicycle glasses!
I myself will expound
                                 those times
                                                   and myself.
I, a latrine cleaner
                          and water carrier,
by the revolution
                         mobilized and drafted,
went off to the front
                              from the aristocratic gardens
of poetry -
               the capricious wench
She planted a delicious garden,
the daughter,
                                  and meadow.
Myself a garden I did plant,
myself with water sprinkled it.
some pour their verse from water cans;
others spit water
                        from their mouth -
the curly Macks,
                       the clever jacks -
but what the hell’s it all about!
There’s no damming al this up -
beneath the walls they mandoline:
“Tara-tina, tara-tine,
It’s no great honor, then,
                                      for my monuments
to rise from such roses
above the public squares,
                                      where consumption coughs,
where whores, hooligans and syphilis
                     in my teeth too,
and I’d rather
                               romances for you -
more profit in it
                        and more charm.
But I
                            setting my heel
on the throat
                 of my own song.
       comrades of posterity,
to the agitator
                   the rabble-rouser.
         the torrents of poetry,
I’ll skip
         the volumes of lyrics;
as one alive,
                I’ll address the living.
I’ll join you
                 in the far communist future,
I who am
           no Esenin super-hero.
My verse will reach you
                                    across the peaks of ages,
over the heads
                    of governments and poets.
My verse
           will reach you
not as an arrow
                      in a cupid-lyred chase,
not as worn penny
Reaches a numismatist,
not as the light of dead stars reaches you.
My verse
            by labor
                       will break the mountain chain of years,
and will present itself
as an aqueduct,
                     by slaves of Rome
                enters into our days.
When in mounds of books,
                                       where verse lies buried,
you discover by chance the iron filings of lines,
touch them
               with respect,
                                 as you would
some antique
                  yet awesome weapon.
It’s no habit of mine
                             to caress
                                         the ear
                                                  with words;
a maiden’s ear
will not crimson
                       when flicked by smut.
In parade deploying
                             the armies of my pages,
I shall inspect
                    the regiments in line.
Heavy as lead,
                   my verses at attention stand,
ready for death
                     and for immortal fame.
The poems are rigid,
                              pressing muzzle
to muzzle their gaping
                                 pointed titles.
The favorite
                of all the armed forces
the cavalry of witticisms
to launch a wild hallooing charge,
reins its chargers still,
the pointed lances of the rhymes.
and all
         these troops armed to the teeth,
which have flashed by
                                 victoriously for twenty years,
all these,
           to their very last page,
I present to you,
                       the planet’s proletarian.
The enemy
              of the massed working class
is my enemy too
                        inveterate and of long standing.
Years of trial
                   and days of hunger
                                                ordered us
to march
           under the red flag.
We opened
               each volume
                                 of Marx
as we would open
                          the shutters
                                           in our own house;
but we did not have to read
                                         to make up our minds
which side to join,
                          which side to fight on.
Our dialectics
                   were not learned
                                            from Hegel.
In the roar of battle
                            it erupted into verse,
       under fire,
                     the bourgeois decamped
as once we ourselves
                               had fled
                                           from them.
Let fame
                    after genius
like an inconsolable widow
                                        to a funeral march -
die then, my verse,
                          die like a common soldier,
like our men
                 who nameless died attacking!
I don’t care a spit
                         for tons of bronze;
I don’t care a spit
                          for slimy marble.
We’re men of  kind,
                            we’ll come to terms about our fame;
let our
        common monument be
                   in battle.
Men of posterity
                        examine the flotsam of dictionaries:
out of Lethe
                will bob up
                                the debris of such words
as “prostitution,”
For you,
         who are now
                           healthy and agile,
the poet
          with the rough tongue
                                           of his posters,
has licked away consumptives’ spittle.
With the tail of my years behind me,
                                                        I begin to resemble
those monsters,
                     excavated dinosaurs.
Comrade life,
                   let us
                          march faster,
        faster through what’s left
                                               of the five-year plan.
My verse
            has brought me
                                  no rubles to spare:
no craftsmen have made
                                   mahogany chairs for my house.
In all conscience,
                         I need nothing
        a freshly laundered shirt.
When I appear
                     before the CCC
                                            of the coming
                                            bright years,
by way of my Bolshevik party card,
                                                      I’ll raise
above the heads
                      of a gang of self-seeking
                                                           poets and rogues,
all the hundred volumes
                                   of my
                                           communist-committed books.

Sunday, January 8, 2017

Coin Flip

This is the end of everything I know, and the beginning of what is unknown to me.

Time shall judge the choices I made.

Thursday, July 21, 2016

The Coming Fight

Everywhere, we look, is pain
We a thread, from madness
Under strain, time to confess
Our regret and our shame, let go
Of the self blame, staining our brain
Recognize that this system, is driven by gain
Headed towards more war, and more strain

Everywhere we look, we suffering
Fish hooked, cats straight bluffing
Nothing left, we gonna lose everything
Change is coming, like Nina Simone sings
Driven forward by reluctant delusions
These illusions, are seductively confusing
Money chasing, killing our soul, losing our goals man
Lying faces, unwillingly troll, reality is bland

We drift away, on the crest, of a sneaker wave
Suffocating debts, seems, always bills to pay
I see you, humblebragging, your day away
Projecting some reality, which is entirely fake
Living an illusion, your fucking whole life’s a lie
Wander the city, like a zombie, it’s consumer, suicide

Which side, you better decide, cause, here comes the fight

Resist Everywhere You Go

Boss pay me less, I confess
I’m depressed, by capitalism
Fuck this system, no real freedom
All this access, but no historical context
No grasp of the past, no idea what’s next
No steady job, no check, we noose necked
No meritocracy, it’s all about, inequality
Injustice, suffering, and abject poverties
We reject, all your bourgeois philosophies
Protect us, from all your doomed apathy
Western hypothesis, prophecies, of catastrophes

We can only rebel, revolt and rise up
Fists in the air, we seize the government
Eradicate oppression, change our fate
We can’t wait, we need to seize the means
Build a worker’s state, build our dreams
Change the course of things, harness sunbeams
Learn to mean what we say, and say what we mean
Clean the seas, figure out what’s killing the bees
More love, more connection, between you and me

For the rich, its always, the bohemian’s grove,
While the worker gets jail, we locked up in droves
Every year, prison pop grows, ah steady flow
Solitary confinement, mental causalities
Humans, condemned, descent into insanity
Locking people up, throwing away the key
This has got to stop, if even person one isn’t guilty

When the system is fucked, everybody goes free